Saturday, November 26, 2005
Yeyyyy!!!!!
The open house is today!!
That's because it's 2.30 am in the morning.
I helped roll the bagedil tau!.
You all better makan it!
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So now I'm back home from Teban.
Went out shopping at City Hall with Feeqa and the boys excluding Awun.
I woke up at 10.45 am again.
Because it was originally planned to go at 12 pm but Feeqa didn't get enough sleep.
So we went around 2 pm like that.
Anyway,when we reached City Hall,we went to the Roxy shop lah.
Me and Feeqa bought slingbags for school use.
The bag I bought cost $55!
Then I still go and buy slippers.
The slippers cost approximately $20.
Then went to makan after that cause Khairi got hungry.
Visited Robinson's to buy a tie for Papa.
(Ben's balancing on my knees right now and he's slipping and it's tickling me)
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We took the MRT to Tanah Merah and met Bibik Baidh there.
Went to the Expo.
She bought me a new headset.
-smiles-
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We reached Teban at about 9 pm.
Then I lepaked in Bibik Baidh's room.
I read Feeqa's book since I had nothing better to do.
The computer got hit by a virus so no one could use it for the time being.
Feeqa's using it now.
Eeeeeigh.
Not a nice page to look at.
Then Mi smsed me.
So until 12 am then he said he was sleepy.
Then I went home.
The car smelled of cat poop.
Don't know why.
-_-"
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Reached home and changed.
Baring for ahwhile.
Then makaned.
I wanted to blog but my mum asked me to help roll the bagedil.
So I did.
And now,here I am blogging.
I'm tired lah.
Bye bye.
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A picture's worth a thousand words.
Can I have yours?
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2:27 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Wekh!!!!
I passed!!!!!!!!
I actually passed!!
Ustazah said I improved but got really low for Sirah.
Whatever..
I never understood the Sirah section.
Anyway,I passed!
109/175 which is 62 2/7 %.
Not bad..
Better than the last time where I just passed at 51.
-_-"
Wheeee!
So level up lahh.
Go Ugama Lanjutan 3.
Eeh.
Mix with guys next year,I think.
And Sarah's going to different school next year!!
So I'll be aloneeeee.
Whatever lahh.
As long as I continue being anti-social,I should be fine.
(:
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I'm a psycho.
Psychotic.
Ooh.
I'm hungry.
Can you believe I woke up late?
At 9 am,when I was supposed to go to madrasah at 9.45 am.
Meaning go out of the house at 9.30 am latest.
Oh yeah!!!!
Must ask Arina how much she got!
Wahlau.
That girl surely pass lahh.
Budak pandai pe...
Indah and Hafizah are supposedly coming later around 2 pm for Raye visiting.
Chatting with Syafiqah now..
She's asking if I'm okay..
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Making this the longest blog entry possible.
Blahh.
I knew from long2 time ago that when you're in school,you want holidays but when you're having holidays,you want school.
So what exactly do we students want?
Apparently,nothing.
Apparently nothing pleases us at all.
Students are quite strange actually.
Unsure of many things.
Of simple things like school and holidays.
Bah.
Whatever.
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Fiesta Komedi so funnyyy!
It's the episode where the abang Dut goes,"TERIMA KASEHH!"
with that uber funny pose.
OH MY GOSH!
Fauzie Laily on teevee!!!
Oops.
I got a missed call.
Hehe.
Watching the Fiesta Komedi lah tu pasal.
"Dia" again!!!!
I don't like the gay-like guy.
Nor the spoiled bratty wife of that whats-his-name.
I don't like her anak2s either.
Just like her.
They are so SPOILED.
Nak hair treatment lah..
Make up lahh.
Fancy,branded clothes lahh.
And so evil as well.
Evil schemes to get the poor girl in trouble.
So tak baik mann.
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Oh yeah!
The other day we went to watch "The Exorcism Of Emily Rose" kann.
Arina killed my left hand.
She kept shielding her eyes from the screen using my left hand.
She held it sooo tightly tau.
Anyway,we went jalan2 after that.
Ate and stuff.
Oh.
And when we went into the cinema kan..
A group of mats who were sitting behind started singing the minah tudung song.
One of them shouted "Assalamualaikum!Tak jawab dosa tau."
So typical of them man..
It's not wrong to pakai tudung what.
Mats just like girls who wear tight clothing,show off belly button and such.
Please lahh.
Don't deny it lah.
Just say only you don't like them..
Lies man.
Me and my cousins are not like that okay??
We wear tudung because it's only right for wanita Islam to pakai them.
Sheesh.
Mats can be sooo stupid.
No offense but please lah.
Don't be idiots.
I'm sure they go to madrasah as well kan..
So bodoh lah like that.
Dah blajar ugama abeh criticise us.
No logic man.. like that.
Gosh.
Action sehh budak tu.
Ok lah.
I want to eatch some teevee to get my mind of those rude mats.
Sheesh.
Probably got uptight and stuff wearing such "tight" jeans.
How they actually fit into them is another wonder of the world.
And they think it's so cool.
Pfft.
Whatever lahh.
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Somebody kill me
Before I do it myself.
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11:27 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Something is very wrong with me.
I don't know what yet.
Whatever.
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Mil was teasing Hannah again.
All of us were.
Haha.
Her face was soooo CUTE.
Mil made her scream.
Whoa.
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We woke up Feeqa after leaving her alone for quite some time.
Wahhh.
Muke marah sehhhh.
=P
Talked about random things after she woke up.
Like...Bik Nen's wedding and stuff that happened and such.
When we were small..
All the stories lahh.
Then Qila came in.
Then Mil and Kakak were talking about me I think.
Heard something about crying,break up,post break up symtoms,yadda2.
Arina's lolly got stuck on Qila's sleeve!!
It dropped and she went,
"MY LOLLIPOP!!!NOO!!!"
Classic moment man..
She was bending over it picking up the pieces and saying to Qila,
"Qila,lick the floor until it's not sticky anymore."
Haha.
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Then had to go home lahh.
Sent Mak Nyai and Pak Yai home to Teban first.
Then stopped by Doah's(sp?) house.
The mean cat ain't so mean anymore.
He ate the popiah tau!
Then it was like almost Maghrib so decided to go home.
Then in the car,Papa asked if we wanted to buy back food or eat out.
Somehow ended up going to Nina's place,Bedok Corner I think.
Elango was sleeping in the baby chair.
-_-"
So we ate,I got full and felt like puking.
Nina wanted to make a bolster thing out of the taugae "hats" as I call it.
I helped since I didn't have anything else to do.
So we went back,FINALLY.
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Suffered from severe stomachache.
But counted duit raye first since Papa wanted to know how much we got.
I'm not going to mention how much lah since later make people feel bad kan..
So I ran to the toilet after that.
I'm okay now I think.
Maybe because I ate that dunno what thing with the tulang where Bik Jan was sucking the inside,out or sth.
Or maybe the grapes.
Or the chocolate.
Whatever.
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I'm still thinking about his sms.
I don't get it.
What is something that I want to tell him??????
He didn't reply after that.
I replied to him late lah..
Tired kan yesterday..
Okay,fine.
I didn't sleep earlier.
I think,he want's to keep away?
Don't know lah.
Told you I'd be smiling kan..
Sheesh.
The least to do is reply lah.......
I don't mind okay..
As long as nobody knows how much I'm hurting inside..
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"made ya hi
made ya hu
made ya ho
made ya ha ha"
Darn.
The Chicken Little song thing is stuck in my head.
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Oh My Gosh!!!!
B.E.P. - My Humps is on now!!!!
GOSH!!!!!
Okay,fine!
I admit!
I like this song!
"She's got me spending..."
"spending all your money on me,
And spending time on me."
"She's got me spending..."
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Okay lah..
I want to watch MTV now..
I'm in love with MTV right now.
I watch until late2 at night tau.
Okay.
Done!
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Somebody kill me
Before I do it myself.
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9:18 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
Ok lah.
I promised her I would cheer up kan..
Sorry Feeqa..
Smalam tak marah.
Being emo and PMS do not mix.
Sorry.
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I woke up at 9 today..
Didn't have anything to do so I tried to go back to sleep.
Then I don't know what I did exactly but it was 12.23 pm.
So I got up and ate brunch.
Then the normal lah..
Siap and stuff.
After that,only did I realise that my dad took the laptop to do work.
-_-"
so blogging had to wait.
So I played Sims first..
THE BUNNY ATE MY CARROTS!.
Habbo or Sims,I still gilerkan carrots okay?
So then he gave it back and left 5 minutes ago to pick up my mum from work.
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So far,it's two breakdowns.
Gah.
I wonder how long I can hold out.
It took two long months the last time.
Hey!60 days!
That's what the book said!
uhhh.
nevermind.
Maybe I wasted my money on that book.
Whatever lahhh.
I never get enough sleep these days.
Yelah.
Insomnia..
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Anyway,since i remembered,
Good luck to all people awaiting(sp?) the results!
Hope you all get your first choices!
For me i'll just be glad to get the DNT class lah..
My maths results so horrible.
How to get Bio class like that?
Haiz...
Must work harder next year..
Susah lah.
But who said school wasn't hard?
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My phone bill!!!!!!
Yep.
I sms too much a day.
Because I can't keep quiet!
Keep asking questions only.
(:
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Arina left her starbucks tiny cup here.
As well as her clips.
And you didn't take back your Romeo and Juliet CD.
Haha.
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Got to take it one step at a time.
Difficult,but I got through it once before,right?
So,sorry guys.
But bear with me for the next two months okay?
You know how emo I can get.
Like yesterday night after sending Feeqa to rumah Mak Nyai,
we rode home in the car with the windows down.
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As the wind blew in my face,
All I could think of was suicide.
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So "someone".
Thanks and good luck to you too,okay?
And I should be the one to say sorry to you.
It was my fault.
So you don't worry about it,okay?
I'm sorry.
Forgive me,okay?
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Somebody kill me
Before I do it myself.
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5:34 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
black is what surrounds me.
it's everywhere.
darkness.
the colour black.
something i could not attain.
something i lost.
contributed to blackness.
it's polluting me.
choking me.
nobody hears me.
they blocked me out.
all fades into black,
as i go,
leave my totured soul behind.
black
is my only companion now.
pain and sadness come forth.
i have them
to complete my reign of darkness.
terrible deed i have done to you.
forgive me not,
i understand.
huddled in the corner,
waiting for something
that will never come.
the love i gave,
thrown away..
why?
i'm not going to say.
distrust,
disbelief,
jealousy?
hell.
wtf.
i want to die.
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somebody kill me
before i do it myself.
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2:25 PM
