Friday, August 29, 2008
Why did the lsadkfug cat pee? TO CAUSE MORE WORKLOAD FOR THE PEOPLE.
He peed like 6 times already TODAY.
Peed on the bathroom FLOOR, his litter box, 3 times CONSECUTIVELY.
Peed on my laptop strap, peed on my PILLOW.
THIS RANT IS FOR THAT ASDFGHFGR CAT CALLED NIGHT.
GOODNIGHT.
11:22 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
DEATH NOTE 1 AND 2 ROCKED MY SOCKS.I was watching them with my mum. She loved asking questions. Haha.And Em-Dee Noh is so wrong about L dying. He still has 20 days.Blur king lah you, Em-Dee Noh. 2o days. That's what the last movie is about.L; Change the World. He has to solve a case in his final 2o days.I just have this BURNING question. WHY COULDN'T THEY GET BETTER LOOKING ACTORS ?Haha. L reminds me of Toshio; the creepy little boy from 'The Ring'.You know, the way he has eyeliner/mascara, deathly pale, hunches on his knees on the furniture. Hahahahaha. I'm so going to watch 'L; Change the World' tomorrow. Maybe i'll watch it on Crunchyroll if it's available. If not, i'll check on 'mysoju'.Worse comes to worse, buy it. Haha.OH. BY THE WAY.I HAVE A MINI DEATH NOTE! YAY ME! :D``walking forward on the path of life
1:47 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
WAHH. it's been three days of NON-STOP JDRAMAS! YAY!
I was so tired yesterday(i didn't sleep on monday) I fell asleep while ep5 of Dragon Zakura was loading.
Currently watching 'Stand up!', the one with Yamapi and Ninomiya in it.
Errrr... the storyline's a bit .... mature. But they're all kids in it. If you know what I mean.
I have stopped for tonight because tomorrow's the class bbq.
If i fall asleep in the afternoon tomorrow, haha. I bet Romama will kill me. Haha.
I'm also looking forward to Friday; planning on going to Hei Sushi with Feeqa.
THAT WOMAN MISSES MOCHI TOO.! Hahaha. Mochi is a big hit.
Hmm.. Maybe we'll just order many orders of Mochi. :D
Oh, but I think i'm ordering Udon and finishing it before eating anything else lest I get too full for Mochi. :(
ANYWAYY. Yes, just to make Romama happy;(this one's for you)
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ROMAINE = MOTHERLY LOVE :D Hahaha. See? You did get something. Hahaha.
`walking forward on the path of life
10:47 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Entitled 'What is Love?'
I shall proceed to answer with pictures. Hees. :D
FIRST.
MOCHI, is LOVE.
Second,
YAMAPI, is LOVE. :D
THIRD,
YAMAKI is LOVE. :D
FOURTH.
TOMA is LOVE. :D
Whees. :D
Although I know I told Nabilah Toma is hers, I shall still admire him from afarr.
And I'm not 'sharing' him with that womannn. :P Not Nabilah, the other woman. Haha.
`walking forward on the path of life
12:14 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.`woots. random ness.`walking forward on the path of lifeHere's the 'REAL' me. Pretty accurate. Haha. The part about me being childish I mean. :D
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
6:33 PM
I visited Dino's blog in the morning at 1 plus ?I saw the picture of Yampi kissing Maki, therefore.... YAMAKI!So cute lah! (: They should have more dramas starrting Yamaki.. So cuuuuuute.....Like in Nobuta wo Produce, Akira(Pi) was in love with Nobuko(Ki).Haish.. I went Yamapi crazy yesterday night. Went to eSnips and found many songs.YAY! :D So Fidoe confirm will be last result! Haha.`walking forward on the path of life
11:38 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
I
t's a goddamn mindfcuk now. Been writing notes after sahur. Which was like one and a half hours ago. My floor's a mess now because I moved the computer table on my bed to use it.
It's ergonomic manzz. The table, I mean. I'll show you the mess and the table. Haha.You can see NP newsletter, my blue work file, my laptop folger, wallet, sweets, bag of crackers from SAKURAYA in Parkway, grey cap, black/white belts, random wires.
That's the computer table. It's fairly organised as compared to the floor. Haha.It's a bit difficult to concentrate when I'm sneezing every few minutes. So annoying. I'll go back to writing notes and mugging now. It's the final day until Karuna's Child Dev examination. Bleahhs.
`walking forward on the path of life
5:56 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Incident in 2oo5, blogged about it in 2006, I find it very sweet. *Reminds me of what he always did for me..Go out of his way just to send me home.
Eventhough he didn't have anything on those days..Sanggup tunggu outside sch.
Either with Fidoe or some other friend of his...And he'd meet me at the gate. (:
Never talked much,but he always made me feel loved and happy.
I still remember that I was carrying alot of stuff home once,but I didn't walk to bus stop with him.
He got on same bus but I thought he was going home..So I didn't say anything.
Got off at my stop and he followed me and took almost all the stuff in my hands.
Shocked but I took back my own file..Guilty lah..He carry my stuff....... :(
And yeah.His intention was to walk me home but he was afraid his friends would find out.*awwww. so sweeet. Such child-like innocence!Sec 3 camp; Haz was the G.L. Haz wrote us each individual notes. Here's what mine said...
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"I love your voice. Haha.. Really.. Your name is you. Own it. Love it. I really love your voice though.. Haha.... From, Hazwana Jakobs."
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I cried when I read it. I need to cry again. It's sad,really.Aww. Another touching moment.*Me getting over Him for real.SMN and all of them has been there for me, through thick or thin. Although I can't erase the memories.
I'll cherish them, cherish the memory of You and I. I wish You all the best, may your relationship last long.
Treat Her with respect, never let her feel neglected. Don't make the same mistake I did with You.
I failed to treat You as a love, only as someone to protect me, with childish whims and fantasies.
I'll cherish SMN, while You cherish Her. Love with all your heart.*Mainly it was for him to see and cherish his girlfriend(and they're still going strong!) Want to catch up to my shy teddy bear and me is it? Haha. We'll still be about a year ahead no matter what you do! Hehe. :D*`Walking forward on the path of life
1:05 AM
Ever had one of those days when you just want to scream and throw everything at anything?It irks me. I haven't felt that way in ages. Random relapse moment.I remember the 'post breakup symptoms'. Not that I broke up with the shy teddy bear or anything.Just getting that feeling. Scream, cry; let it out. Too bad I can't do that. Everyone's asleep. Including Night. Can I run far away so I don't see you anymore?But still. I thank you for what I got out of that relationship. Okay, okay. Stop reminiscing. It's horrible. I hope Fidoe feels better soon. The angry and upset Fidoe scares me. I prefer the happy joking Fidoe.Don't let them get the better of you. ):Maybe next time I should get him a stuffed toy for his birthday. Something to hug or throw. Whatever it is to enlighten those angry feelings.*`walking forward on the path of life
12:30 AM
black is what surrounds me.
it's everywhere.
darkness.
the colour black.
something i could not attain.
something i lost.
contributed to blackness.
it's polluting me.
choking me.
nobody hears me.
they blocked me out.
all fades into black,
as i go,
leave my totured soul behind.
black
is my only companion now.
pain and sadness come forth.
i have them
to complete my reign of darkness.
terrible deed i have done to you.
forgive me not,
i understand.
huddled in the corner,
waiting for something
that will never come.
the love i gave,
thrown away..
why?
i'm not going to say.
distrust,
disbelief,
jealousy?
hell.
wtf.
i want to die*oooooooooooh. anyone remembered that one? i wrote that when I was in depression. hmph. Amazing how I can flow when I'm upset. Wah.I still remember the tagline-`someone kill mebefore I do it myself
12:26 AM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
That's Ikuta Toma. My mum said he looks like Helmi. Errrr.... It never occured to me.
She says the difference is that Toma's hair is brown, Helmi's is black. Toma is fair, Helmi is tan.
However, their noses are more or less the same. Plus they're both skinny. Or so she says.
Haha. Up to the people to decide I guess. :D
`walking forward on the path of life
11:57 PM
I keep having a recurring dream. D: I can't remember what it is now though.
Today was National Day. Watched the parade on tv. Wheeee.
That's it for today. Heees. :D
`I'll keep walking forward
10:40 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
I changed the song in my blog again. (: This song however, has some meaning. I didn't put up the romanji lyrics, instead i put up the English translation.It's Sayonara by Orange Range if you were wondering. They are quite a good band.I hope the song loads quickly for blog hoppers or visitors to listen uninterrupted. (:If you really read the lyrics, it's quite a touching song. It kind of reminds me of how hard it was for me to get over someone.But everything takes time, and I do have to thank him for what we had.Even if it didn't last, the memories are still with me. I'm able to move on.I won't throw away my feelings of love, nor will I forget the happiness of being loved.I'll just open that door, and move forward. Start walking; here I go.`walking forward on the path of life
10:31 PM
i had this uncanny dream of Fareyhin saying something along these lines,"This Ifah, don't know how to tell people herself she don't want to work. Must go and complain to Fidoe. I don't like these kind of people! So annoying! You can't rely on them! Next time I won't even bother asking you!"With him pointing and waving me off appropriately. I seriously hope that didn't happen; like he didn't say something along those lines to Fidoe. D:If he did, it would be an unprecedented coincidence. Oh No. I feel deja vu happening.I've been getting alot of this 'deja vu' sensation lately. I don't know why.And I see many couples on the MRT. I feel like they're flaunting their attached statuses to me.Haha. I feel a slight pang of jealousy because they too go to poly, but they have their partners with them.OH. And the flats made my feet hurt. Luckily no blisters. I'm watching Ben sleep now.He drooled on two different spots of my bed. Old cat. And Night is sleeping under the computer table again.Oh boy, when he wakes up, he's going to cause trouble. Can't be helped I guess. He's still a baby.Anyway, yeah. The point of me blogging tonight was the dream of Fareyhin. Errrrr.. Kind of weird. But yeah. I hope he really didn't say anything like that. :x
12:15 AM
Friday, August 01, 2008
we had FnEng test today. Write 500 word essay. Haish. Met up with Mira, Trace, Kilat, a boy named Jo, my shy teddy bear, Yanti and Bi after that.Met up with Bi and Yanti by chance. They happened to be going to Bedok library.We set off to jo LJS to meet Jo and the shy teddy bear.HOWEVER, some minah who thought the world revolved around her, decided to be a bimbo and start trouble.Most likely that guy who was shouting vulgarities in malay and mandarin was her friend.When he was shouting, Kilat, Mira and me turned to look but just glance and don't care.Then he shouted again. We thought it wasn't us so we just ignore.Anyway, at LJS, we were all eating already. That bimbo of a minah came up to Mira.She said rudely,"Eh. Mane kawan kau yang pakai baju putih? the one with the white shirt?"
translation: where's your friend in the white shirt?Mira, Trace and me were like blank. Then she caught sight of Yanti at the back table and said nevermind and stormed, I REPEAT . STORMED over there. like elephant seh. seriously.She accused Yanti of staring at her and laughing. Like HELLO? Earth to bimbo! You ain't that pretty to begin with. The world doesn't revolve around you!Most likely, she doesn't THINK before she speaks. In the shy teddy bear's words, "THEY'RE ALL IDIOTS."Yes, definitely idiots. Apparently, she was outside LJS, pointing us out to some guy with her before she came in.I swear, idiots like that give Malays a bad name. She gave Yanti a scare. I hope she gets her retribution soon enough. Like maybe contracting an STD from her boyfriend or something. Really, just get a brain and THINK.Serious airheads. Cari gaduh just because you're older than us. Pfft. Loser.`angry cookie monster
8:58 PM
