Sunday, August 30, 2009

And sometimes the reason why I prefer not to talk to you, SMN, is that you somehow always manage to infuriate me and piss me off.
Well thanks. Disney Movies helped cool me down and you just made me see red and feel like crying my eyes out again.
THANKS A LOT.

3:30 AM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Everything can change when you least expect it.
WOOTS. Very Nice, Very Good !
My sister found an old album consisting of mainly my pictures in Nur Kindergarten.
Nice. I took it.
I think that I should not waste time waiting and just jump in with Sims.
Afterall, he did say he'd do the contacting.
I love you, Dan. (:
I attempted french braiding yesterday night.
Today's attempt was better. But still messy.
I practiced on my sister too. :D
I think I'm getting the hang of it.
Hooray. (:
Wishes of thanks to Rommy and Pris. (:
Honestly speaking, when I'm in need of girl talk these two wonder women are always around.
Love you, women! (:
I have a random wish to take up a sport.
Hmm.. Gives a thought there. HMMMMMMM.

6:47 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

Do you believe in Magic?
Yes, I believe in the magic of Love. (:
No, I haven't given up on Dan.
I'll give him till the end of Ramadan. (:
Or aybe Hari Raya. Haha.
But if my parents ask again, HMMM.
Entah lah ehhhh. x]
Disney movies give me the lift I actually needed.
THANK YOU DISNEY CHANNEL.
Haha!
I should probably go sleep.
Since I only had 4 hours of sleep. (:
Goodnight World!

11:50 PM

Amirah Lee #rememberwhen he used to be just a click of a call away, but now you can only afford to sheepishly stare at his number?
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LOL. I find this so true. :D
I LIKE.
I clicked the 'like' button on facebook. HEHE. :D

3:32 PM

When my family asks why I haven't gone out with you, since its the holidays.
I tell them the last bit of info that I got from you a week ago.
You lost your phone and you haven't been online for a long while.
Sure, I smile for them. But even my parents are asking now.
What's happened to you?
Only God knows, you know, your family know.
I sure don't.
The most I can do is assume(it makes and ass out of you and me) and speculate.
I've been telling myself, its exam week. Chill.
But shouldn't exams be over by now?
You said you'd be the one doing the contacting. ):
Apparently phone's working but you don't answer.
Maybe it's family issues. Most probable reason, but really.
What do I know? Nothing. Nothing at all.
It's funny how you're still in my thoughts.
Other stuff that's non related:
Played Guitar Hero with my sister until sahur time.
Played some random game(I swore not to sleep but I fell asleep anyway) after that.
Been playing it until now(was asleep from 8 to 12pm?)
I shall take a shower after this post
My phone had a seizure :P
It spaced, blanked, blinked.
After I managed to get it somewhat working, the themes were missing.
I'm stuck with an ugly blue basic. D: Igh. I like my reds and blacks. D:
I reset the wallpaper, screensaver and tones.
Initially wallpaper was His face, but after a few days, it just hurt to look.
So I changed it to the 'red light district lamp' as I call it.
Screensaver's a picture of my sister and I.
Tones are the same; MJ's Beat it for message, Misery Business for ringing tone.
I am going out with Pris on Monday to Ion Orchard
I am going to school with Joel to drop off cca stuff
I will be washing random containers for my mum today
I shall attempt to clean up(key word being attempt) my room. xD
I heard a cat from ON the roof - it could be Night. O.o
Might be stuck on the roof again because of the rain. Nsk. ):
After doing random stuff, I shall probably go do something else to keep myself busy so I don't have time to think of him and get all sad.
I might go do Pris's moustache thingy for her.
HELLO IRONING NONSENSE. I LIKE TO DESIGN YOU. :D
And when Feeqa gets back to Singapore, I shall go out with her too. (:
I like the month of fasting. It took me a longer time to get upset than usual.
That's a plus.
OH. My sister and I looked at old photo albums!
When he's finally back from where ever he's been, I'm going to get him to come over and show him.
Baaah. I like my INFANT and BABY pictures.
I don't like my primary school and secondary school pictures.
HAHA. Why? I started gaining weight and getting a mochi face after Primary 4. xD
NICE.
Danish the bear is starting to smell like no smell. D:
Oh no! Time for Danish the bear to hug Ms Sue's gift soap from body shop!
DANG. And probably put that green sweater in the wash. HAHA.
Joel says he's gotten fat. >_>
I so do not believe him. He's like gorgeously slim with nice hair and sense of style.
PFFFFT. And he say's hes fat. -.-"
I KEEP HEARING CATS FIGHTING.
It's annoying! NSK! D:<
IT'S NOT NIGHT EITHER SO I'M EVEN MORE ANNOYED.
Graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Toastmaster's camp seems so far awayyyyyyyyyyy. D:<
Is it still on ? NO IDEAAAAAAAAAA.
I never asked anyway. HAHA.
I feel like taking a walk but at the same time, I don't want to go alone.
See Joel. It's times like these when you could go with me.
Have fun at Baybeats today though. (:
I looked like my dad when I was WAYYY younger.
And now I look like my mum when she was WAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY young.
xD I look like her in her teens. :D NO JOKE. I REALLY DO.
I looked like my dad when he was in his skinny slim days when I was primary school young(pri 1-3) and before. xD
I stopped dreaming in clarity. It's all fuzzy.
I shall go dream about Edward Cullen tonight if it's possible.
I almost feel like Bella when Edward left her in book 2.
Just not as zombie-fied. (:
But just so you know.
Zarifah Bazilah Loves Muhammad Danial . <3

2:12 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I keep on waiting, waiting, waiting for the world to change. ~
I wait till 3am for you, but you never show.
Wasted efforts? Probably. It's holidays, so what.
I shall attempt to keep busy for the time being.
I miss you, dude. I do. And I love you. :/
Oh well.
At least Joel's holiday-ing now.
He's been hyper and slightly loopy. HAHA.
Yay best friend. *hug*
I love you, woman. :D
GRAAAH. I am pulling out hair now. :)
Why? I have nothing better to do.
Also, I'm going shopping with Pris on Monday.
Yay. :) *hug*
I love you, woman!
I shall get your present someday. x)
Why? I am lazy to leave the house because, I'm just lazy. :P
MTV's a source for random entertainment.
Joseph provided a short laugh in the late afternoon with his random shout of touchscreen toy.
Samuel . >_> HAHA. He randomly pops up to ask for a song.
-_-" Nsk. Woman, woman.
I shall try to sleep earlier today? But probably not happening.

-ifahchan

11:28 PM

It's starting to feel like the nightmare is coming true.
D:
I blame my overactive imagination for my apparent paranoia.
But really.
It's worse than the last time. :

10:19 PM

Make me stop hoping.
Make me harbour no expectations.
Make me stop believing.
Make me stop trusting.
And maybe I won't hurt so much.

I do not know what to think anymore concerning you.
Because now apparently your phone is fine.
So I do not know what to say to that.
So I think it's better if I just kept quiet.
I don't want to start wallowing in self-pity bullshit.

I have attempted to keep my brain busy by playing random games of Bejeweled Blitz and watching Naruto.
But I can't really concentrate. I keep getting low scores and it's at a sad arc of Naruto now.
Whaaaat a bummer.
I guess it's fine that I'm on my period now, then.
I feel like diving under the covers and sleeping the week away.
Can I do that, please? ):

-banana split and squashed, *SPLAT* *SQUISH*

5:55 PM

OMG NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT-MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE. D:
I have no idea when this nightmare occured, just that it was TODAY.
I hate having something so...... GRAAH. Saddening.
I do hope it doesn't happen. D:
Simply put; the week of silence equates something ending
And after, something new began.
And tossed aside was I, no proper goodbye. D:
GOODNESS.
No thanks pls. I am sad now. ):
I shall go play games or something.
SIDE NOTE; IKEA SMELLS NICE. >:D

12:44 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

No news is apparently good news. ):
Well, maybe its true but I can't help but worry.
i do hope his issues have been resolved.
Its been three-ish days.
I hope you are fine. :D
AND.
I DO NOT FEEL LIKE STUDYING FOR DLE.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
HECK LAH. I SHALL READ THROUGH THE CHAPTERS SOON.
My sister wants to kaypoh and read my blog.
Bahahaha. :D
Anyway, DUDE. STOP MIA-ING ALREADY OKAY?
(:
Good luck for your remaining papers and GOOD LUCK ECH-ERS FOR DLE PAPER!
:D

10:39 PM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

ITBD? BRING IT, YO!
*swaggers towards examination hall in dreams*
BAHAHA.
After tomorrow, its ONE PAPER DOWN, ONE LEFT.
HELLO ITBD, GOODBYE ITBD.
HELLO DLE. GOODBYE DLE.
HELLO HOLIDAYS AND FASTING MONTH! :D

-ifahchan

Labels: BRING IT, ITBD

8:27 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I feel so lazy to study for ITBD. Well, I've covered the 10 principles and the 3Rs.
):
It's a start right? Danggg...
Panic and study mood would probably kick in Monday?
Hoping it would.
I've been stoning and lazing round at home.
Suuuuuch a wheeball.
and OOOOOOH. TERASE MAN, TENTANG BENDE2.
Baaah. And OMG. TOASTMASTERS FINALLY ARRANGED A CAMP.
Hahah. WTH. I feel like I have no life; just about camp, make me sooo happy.
Nonsense.
I shall attempt to study ITBD again after I get back home tonight.
Or else, I'll just push it to Sunday. :/
He won't be happy to hear that though. Dang you. :P
Love love you all. ~! (:

5:42 PM

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Ifah viewed her Love Zodiac Profile for the zodiac sign Taurus.
If you are Taurus:
You are an extremely gentle and caring lover. You are totally loyal in your relationships. You prefer to be in a serious relationship. You are a very understanding lover. You love to be pampered by your loved one. At times, you get very possessive about your partner. Your partner loves you for the intimacy and affection you show. You are a tender lover and do not show too much aggression. You tend to be open in your relationships. You do not hide things from your partner and expect the same in return.
Your kissing style:Your kisses are very soft and memorable. You love to proceed in a slow manner.
To attract you, the opposite sex must be:cook great food for you, pamper you, be dependable and honest, etc.
You are more compatible with - Leo, Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn
You are less compatible with - Sagittarius, Gemini, Aries

HAHA. I think I zoomed in too much on the 'cook great food for you'. Interestingly, he brought up that topic on his own yesterday.
And I should be studying for FM. ):
-ifahchan

12:47 PM

Saturday, August 08, 2009

I hadn't felt the need, or want to blog but THIS REALLY TAKES THE CAKE.
THANK YOU FOR ROYALLY SCREWING ME OVER, GOOGLE.
Take away that LAST bit of SANITIY I had reserved specially for TWILIGHT SERIES.
Take away the joy I get from READING.
THANK YOU SO MUCH, GOOGLE. D:<
I am royally pissed. THANKS, YO, GOOGLE. D:<
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Besides being royally pissed with GOOGLE, I woke up an hour late for class.
AND forgot to pack the coversheet for FP.
I guess that was a signal to how bad the day was going to go from then.
Not counting the minor issues of body ache from the fun on Thursday, I suffered from lack of sleep(do not ask. D: ), cash issues, forgetfulness, rudeness and the unabashed guilt that hit me soon after Not forgetting Dan getting woozy after he got home.
): I do hope he feels better after a good night's rest.
He did not sound well, AT ALL. ):
Ignoring my GOOGLE crisis, I feel an urgency to resume my payback of 3 days of Fasting remaining.
Shall not go into details with that. Boring to the max.
And I so can't wait for New Moon to come out in Singapore. !
I rewatched the trailer, PLUS the Fan-made Trailer. Nice .
After much laments(OKAY, I ADMIT I LAMENT A LOT, Sankalp!), I'm wondering if sleep is good for me.
OH. We met a friend of Dan's at PH. He worked there.
Interesting.
I still can't get away from the 'I thought you were Chinese!'
I wanted to counter him by saying,'Well, Dan looks Chinka too, you know.'
But forget it. Not worth it. :/
Time for sleep, I guess.
Nights world.
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And a side post to Joel; Dude, you've been MIA-ing from me. ): And I am not at all pleased with that. ): You're my Jacob - the dude who knows me best considering how long it seems for us to meet up. Talk soon, Mummy. *hugs*
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Side note to CKTs, family; I heart you wonderful women. (: Despite knowing that I have ditched on more than a few occasions, I can't tell you all how sorry I am sometimes but I do get carried away. ): Remind me more often that I need the same sort of balance in my life that includes friends other than my boyfriend. As well as family. *hugs to CKTs and family*

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