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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


Went to East Coast yesterday!!!
With Siti,Fiiqah,Wati,Hanaz and Azhari.Bangang uh Aidil tak datang.
Kene tunggu Azhari dulu arh.Ader problem.So we waited for 3 HOURS!.
Finally he came running.I was geram.Wanted to pinch.Meano.Hmph.
Bully him larh.Make him carry the drinks and the snacks.Hoho. (:
We had KFC chicken.Hahah.Roti hotdog,egg sandwiches and snacks.
That's a lot of food.After makan,the girls go walk tepi pantai.
He dowan to go.So he jage our stuff.Kepo eh you two never go?
Call me and ask.Hahah.Not angry lah.Just saje nak tegur.Haha.I'm mean.
Then Wati,Fiiqah and Hanaz go rent bikes to cycle.
Siti and me sat with Azhari.Kesian larh.Anti-social...Dengar music DIAM.
-glare- But he put it away and talked to us.Hahah.I was bored.
I pinched.Again.Hoho.I'm giler.Played Truth or Dare lah.Siti's idea.
Siti tak baek seyh!!!.Kacau aku ngan dier.Hmph.Mean. LOL.
I dared Siti to pinch his cheek.Hahah.Malu2 kan aku pinch jugak.
So both his cheeks were red.Hahah.She dared him to pinch MINE!.
My cheeks jual mahal dok..Hoho.His hand is cold. :x
After we got bored,played something like 20 qns.Found out alot from that.
Haha.I'm not tellinggg!Wekh.I'm really hyper now.Uhhh....
I stole his cap a few times.I was bored.What you expect.His head is small.
He let me take.Hahah.I'm the doted on there.Hahahaha.So mrepek.
They came back and Siti,Fiiqah and me jalan tepi pantai again.
Nak jln ngan dier.Siti kater jangan pakse.Hmph.Spoil my mood arh gitu.
We sat down and ate more snacks.Then we packed up.
Decided to try and watch the sunset.Ended up taking pictures and mrepekness.
Fun arh.Azhari take our pictures he keep on making us laugh.Hahah.
Then we drew in the sand and okay!Decided to leave.
I always end up walking last with him.Nak sabo arh tu korang.Pfft... (:
We all geram at Hanaz bc she made us walk a great deal further from bus stop.
Nasib Azhari tau maner nak pegi.Hahah.I needed to go very bad tho. :x
His prepaid still low lah.Hmph.I want to ask him something. :x
We baliked.Wati,Azhari and me go same way.Then he said bye.And we left.
Pit stop dekat MRT toilet.Whooo.Hahah.Went out and go home.It was fun.
I think I like him better. (: That's my answer to your question Siti. :D
His voice is so nice on the phone seyh!.rofl.I'm giler.VERY MUCH GILER.
I reached home,bace the doa awal/akhir tahun,sembahyanged,and slept.
I was THAT tired.I think they were too.Siti never called.No one msged.
Woke up and ate dinner at 10.30 plus.After eating,I go online.
Chatted with pisang,Fad and Nabil.Nabil wanted me to play maple. o.O
Finally went off at 1 plus.Sleepy again.Msged Nabil skejap and sleep.
End of East Coast.Hoho.
-
Friday was the CNY celebration in school.2 hours for the concert.
Lion dance was cute!Reminded me of a cat.And Aidil somehow.
ROFL!He smiled at me that day.Awh!I was happy and smiling.
He kept smiling at me.My class won the lantern making thing!
Yayyy!!!!!!!!!!Before balik,made decisions about East Coast.
Then we lepak at Interchange.Stop by Mac to get food.
Met Aidil,Azhari and Ikmal there.Oh.Sufiyan also. :x
I was so hurt bc I msged him then he tak reply. :( So sad.
Hahah.Tak sedar rupenyer.Hoho.He join us in the end. (:
Kater budak baek.lol!Wasted time and finally went home.
Msged him and Siti called.Yep.End of Friday.
-
Saturday kluar to buy the snacks.The guys came along.
Aidil no help seyh. -glare- We bought it came up to $18.20 .
We lepak at Siti's house.But he wanted to come.
Hahah.Because I ask him.Went downstairs to meet them.
He bawak Aidil.lol.Lepak then I balik bc got reunion dinner.
So not much arh.
Sunday was boring.I can't remember what I did.Oh.
Found out his prepaid low. -shrugs-
Okay.So that's the end. (:
Toodles-

9:20 AM

Thursday, January 19, 2006


Aidil and Azhari are so SMILEY.
Ahah.
Thursday was the funnest,best and yet the worst,upsetting day so far.
Uhmm...
Silent reading period in the hall I turned to my left,I saw him.
Haha.
I was shocked.
But I continued reading.
Then go for chemistry.
His class was somewhere in he row of classrooms on the same floor.
So he passed me.
And I could hear Najib going "cheyy" again.
Irritating seyh.
Rachel Yee lost her voice.
So kesian you know.
Rahmad kene punish by Alwi.
Then go for A Maths.
Igh.
I don't like A Maths.
It's so susah.
Recess Lin taught me how to do the hw.
Seriously.
I can understand better if she taught me you know.
Thank you!
Then after Bio I go put the hw in Goh YY's thinger.
When walking down the stairs,I saw Ummi and Hanan running on second floor.
I was thinking why were they running??
Preoccupied with them kan...
Never see where I step,I fell.
Pain seyh.
My left ankle sakit giler!.
I go locker go put my stuff.
Then I saw Bidah and Indah sit at the meja.
I go sit there lah.
I go rest my ankle.
Nampak dier lagik.
Then finally Siti and Saida.
We go to the class.
Go out buy bbltea and food.
Then come back and rearrange the tables and kulintangs.
Then when we we're beginning to practise,Aisyah told Rizal about it.
Then he got upset.
So instead of practising,we were like sitting around thinking of what to do.
Because a total of 6 people wanted to quit.
We have to do something you know.
Angklung is my passion,my life.
I know lah that people don't love it as much as I do but those seniors,you go for SYF and all the performances and you quit when there's only one more year to go!
And you'll lose all your CCA points for it.
Rizal gave us a 20 min break after that.
He was really upset.
I really kesian him.
We stayed in the class and talked some more about what to do.
I'm not sure what's going to happen lah.
Then Rizal came back and called the whole lot of us to go back to the classroom.
We talked.
Hanies swore,that's something I have not seen her say for a loooong time...
Farhan was marah...
Aisyah looked stressed..
Bidah was marah too in her own way.
Siti wanted to cry but didn't.
And I cried......
I felt kind of responsible that Lin wants to quit.
Because she's my best friend and I knew about it.
I was being so emo and crap,I actually cried.
I didn't want them to see lah.
But I was sitting in between Hanan and Ummi.
So they saw.
Then they started asking and stuff.
Asking just makes it worse you know.
I just cried more.
Then Rizal also asked me why I cry.
Then he say to everyone else to ask if I'm okay.
They were blaming each other on who made me cry.
Then somebody said Azhari muke merah because kene the blame for making me cry.
It made me laugh.
So I stopped faster lah.
They all made me laugh.
Aidil,Azhari,Farhan,the chinese boy all Mr Rizal kene kan the blame..
Haha.
Mrepek seyh.
So then after I stopped also Aidil still ask why I cry.
I never answer.
Just ignore.
Takder mood.
Then Rizal left me in charge of the kulintangers while he went with the percussionists.
Pape je lah.
So we played.
We rocked if I may say.
WE ROCKEDDDD.
We put our energy into playing and WE ROCKED THE SOCKS OFF!.
We were all being happy to play that well despit ethe mistakes.
COme on lah.
We were proud and yeah.
It was fun,fun,fun after that!
Farhan play BK because melody edy got enough people playing.
He catches on quite quick lah.
But you shouldn't make it so obvious if you tersalah main.
I'm sure they all saw I hit wrong notes also.
Aku cool jek.
ROFL.
Step cool arh.
Haha.
Then we practised whole-sale after that.
Then the fogger people come fog so Rizal told us to go home.
Hahah.
Funny seyh.
They panicked when the foggers started.
Then Mira nak pegi beli bbltea.
Ajak Azhari.
Azhari nak suroh ajak Aidil lak.
Haha.
Okay.
So we go buy.
Aidil stop2 sini saner depan Mira ngan Hanies.
Tak baik ah.
If they jatuh or sth camner?.
Then Mira blanjed them.
Azhari cute lah.
Keep on declining.
Hahah.
Finally he accepted lah.
We sat down drinking and mrepeking.
They are all so sweet you know.
Keep on making me laugh.
Laugh like orang giler.
Azhari cute lah when he smile.
Hahah.
Like I want to pinch him tau.
Hahah.
Aidil was singing most of the time.
Mrepek lah he.
Finally left at 6.10.
Aidil go different way.
Then nak sampai bus stop Aidil called to ask if I was still marah at him.
Azhari was laughing.
Aidil was under the impression that I was still angry at him.
rofl.
Then Mira crossed the road leaving me with Azhari.
He takes 31 if I'm not wrong.
He said he joined angklung because we were so semangated the other time.
Which made me smile because angklung was once before that semangated but after SYF,the semangat and attendance rate dropped.
So we should have another semangated performance by the 27th of Feb to tarik more members.
My bus came first so I said bye to Azhari.
Bye bye.
Then balik.
-
OMG!
BEDOK VIEWANS ON TEEVEE!
wow.
I saw Ummi and Hanan.!!
CIkgu Karmin oso!
Ahah.
I don't know his name.
Farhan corrected me.
Ahah.
I'm so mrepek.
Yep.
He smsed to ask if i was okay.
Sorry lah if I was too emo but you all know I'm very emo.
I'm glad to have friends who care..
Azhari is the budak baik.
(:
End of Thursday.
-
Friday was a short day.
Aidil supposedly asked Mira if I was still marah at him.
So funny!
Almost fell asleep in SS class.
It was kind of boring.
Even Chelle was falling asleep.
Then finish everybody rushed off.
Met up with Siti,Saida and Bidah.
Lepak kejap nearby school.
Then Mrs Khua and Mr Low tangkap.
But they were nice.
Tell us to go home earlier.
Then Siti and me go Bedok to lepak.
Nampak Aidil and Sufyan nak gi balik skolah.
Sufyan cute seyh.
Then we go Mac first because I was hungry.
Makan then go the playground.
My 3rd home.
I took a picture of a small boy there.
His teacher was telling him to say "bye bye jiejie" when me and Siti wanted to go elsewhere.
Cute seyh!
Then we go duduk dlm.
Go back Mac because Siti nak buat business.
Hahah.
Come back and sit,the class pass again.
The same boy said "bye bye jiejie" again.
Cute giler tau!!!.
We reply him with bye bye.
The teacher was smiling at us.
(:
Smiles make me happy.
If I make a person smile,I'm happy.
(:
We went home.
I smsed Aidil.
I was bored okay?.
rofl.
My dad came back and I took some songs that were nice from his thinger.
Really nice of him to do that.
Then malam 10 plus Farhan sent some sms to do with angels which at 12 am Aisyah sent the same thing.
So nice lah you all.
Then tido.
-
Saturday I woke up early.
6 plus.
Aidil sms that early to apologise for ytd night.
Haha.
He was surprised when I replied.
Then 8 plus I go mandi and makan pagi.
Then go online.
Talked to Aidil there.
Then he say want to go sleep.
Mepek tau.
Haha.
Then Siti call ajak kluar.
Nak ajak si Aidil,kate dier malu.
Hoho.
Funny lah.
In the end just me and Siti.
Aidil called later when he just woke up.
Made me and Siti laugh until we had the urge to pee.
Suare klakar!!!!!
Then he call back later ask where we were.
rofl.
Nak ikot tapi malu.
Haizz..
Then go the pasar mlm dkat2 umah Siti and makan lagi.
Then I go home.
Siti nampak Azhari with his family or so.
She called to tell me that.
Haha.
Balik,I go online.
Aidil ader.
Pe seyh Aidil.
lol.
Okay lah.
I have to go out again.
My parents ajaked me out for dinner.
Toodles-

7:30 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006


Monday...
Hmm....
Was just a typical day.
We had P.E.
Somebody stepped in poop.
Made the malay class smell.
Ick.
Stinky.
I was a bit worried because was heavy flowing that time.
Go toilet.
Distributed bubblegum.
I no have anymore okay?
Monday was mundane.
lol.
So mepek.
I can't even remember who I went home with.
So on to Tuesday!
-
Tuesday had angklung after school.
Wati had to go for some shooting thing for NCC.
All NCC people larh.
That was during malay class.
Ms Shila is really nice.
But I kept asking her to translate words.
Haha.
My malay really horrible mann.
She says she's going to bring a dictionary the next time.
She also said she drove her teacher nuts by asking to translate so many words just like me.
Haha.
The guys were making noise arh as usual.
I don't mind the noise really.
It brightens up the class.
Ahakz.
I'm mrepeking edy.
Mr Faiz(sp?) relieved Miss Deepa for Bio.
He's actually quite funny larh.
Then Bio was last period edy,go stay back skejap at Goh YY's class.
I needed help on the homework.
But in the end Lin was the one who helped me understand it.
So yeah.
Wasted my time.
Go to cikgu's room still locked.
So Lin and I went out to get some snacks.
We were hungry.
:D
Came back tak sempat habis potato chips.
Mr Rizal called us in.
We're learning a new song for SYF 'o7.
Khayalan or Fantasy.
It's a really niceee song.
It took the BASS Line some time to memorise the notes.
Yep.
It's not all one note easy-peasy things for the intro of that song.
The verse is easy.
We got new members.
A chinese sec oner.
He plays Melody.
He catches on quick.
Like me,he was from angklung too in his primary school.
I'm so glad to be the not only one being experienced and stuff.
Rizal expects wayy to much from me.
He expects me to play good all the time,no mistakes kind of thing.
Ever heard of PRESSURE?.
Lek arh.
I'll play.
Just don't stress me because I had the experience.
Igh.
The VP was watching while Rizal was teaching us how to play the intro.
She scares me.
:x
Hanies and Syaz came later.
Rizal was kinda pissed.
He stresses way too much.
I know how irritating it is when something started earlier but relaks arh.
Maintain dok,maintain...
So we play3 and did it all over again.
So the tiring larh.
But nobody says anything as usual.
-shrugs-
Then the NCC people came back.
I saw.
Maybe someone was there?
I don't know about that.
I saw Hidayat.
lol.
Then in came Farhan.
Then NCC go bye bye to other room and outside.
Aww...
Haha.
I've been obsessed with the NCC camo uni since sec 1 you know.
I find it very nice.
Guys in uniform are hot.
HA-HA.
Me and my psychotic-ness.
Of course guys in jerseys aren't bad either.
I have yet to see Nabil in his soccer uni.
He's the goalie.
Kepo tau.
I say to him about the NCC.
Then the jersey comment.
Then he kepo go and say,"I wear jersey."
Ahah.
I know you wear jersey lah.
Because you told me before that you were in soccer.
lol.
Then Abang Fir held us back after angklung was over because somebody started keeping the thingers when Rizal was talking and he got all moody and told us to go home.
We were lectured to say the least.
It wasn't a scolding lah.
A "motivational talk" to change our behaviour.
Then Lin cabut first.
She wanted to go home.
I was lagging so I told her to go first lah.
I baliked with Mira,Saida,Siti and Bidah.
Saida was watching the soccer people.
I was standing around while Siti and Bidah listened to the kompang boys.
Mira and me were talking lah.
Setakat takder kerje.
Finally we went home.Almost at the same time as when the NCC people were released.
I saw Yat go home.
lol.
There were some rude sec oners shouting at Bidah some stuff which I will not mention.
Wash his mouth with soap baru tau.
Baru sec one da cakap kate2 gitu.
BIADAP.
Not all of them are rude.
Like the oepian boy who say me and he went,"EH.Opera!"
Hahah.
That was soo cute.
SO then balik Abang Fir and his friend were at the bus stop oso lah.
They stood at the corner of the seat.
Then he go and sit down next to me.!
I was thinking,"Go'wayyy!!!Don't sit next to meee!Why must you sit here???!"
I wanted to run away.
Sitting near guys is just uncomfortable okay.
If it was Fadhli or Hadi nevermind lah.
I know them for two years and more for Hadi.
Klau Pisang-Fir oso takperlah.
I'd just have the temptation of wanting to pinch his cheeks.
ROFLMAO.
Then when Bidah and me got on the bus,I saw a takraw person.
Dunno who lah.
Ummi and Hanan got on the same bus.
I think I saw Shamin when I was walking home.
All I knew was that it was someone from VS.
Okayy.
Was rushing to finish homework that night.
So much homework.
I finally finished at 11.30 pm.
I fell asleep the moment I baring you know.
I was that tired.
-
WednesdayI woke up at six.
It's late for me because I need to wash my hair every morning.
If I cut my hair shorter like last time,I wouln't need to rush because I can let it dry on its own.
Went out of the house at 6.53 am.
Reach school at 7.
Go straight to locker.
I forgot about renewing the locker contract you know.
Nasib I got money.
Then we had morning exercise.
Ran two rounds up the fourth floor.
Pisang-Fir was faster than me.
Hmph.
Hahah.
Of course lah.
I'm contemplating on starving myself to get thinner you know.
I did it before because I didn't have a choice the last time.
Whatever I ate came right out.
So I didn't want to eat.
But now I'm just fat.
YES I AM.
And of course lah more chubby.
You people geram my pipi.
GO'WAYY!
Hahah.
So go home time originally balik with Lin but she go to the 222 bus stop,I got to the school one.
Faster mah.
Walked with Mira and her friend.
They patah-ed balik to school to go toilet.
Masok je aku kene panggil kene tanyer pasal dorang.
Hp orang s'posedly kene curi.
Okay...
FIne.
Aku lang dier klau aku ader any info aku lang dier lah.
Beh gi jumpe Mira ngan kawan dier.
Terus kene tanyer jugak.
Uhh....
Originally tak nak masok campor da tapi masih kene.
But in the end da jumpe kat toilet.
So da end of story.
Aku ngan Mira gi beli bbltea.
Pat saner kiter berdue duduk2 membebel.
Hahah.
Mrepek-repek arh.
Ambik gambar sumer.
Mira kate muke aku da btol2 mcm budak ciner.
Da waste time kat saner until about just before 5.
Then gi Bedok interchange lak.
Lepak kat saner.
Beli potato chips dulu.
Mira ader craving.
Hahah.
So we went to my 3rd home.
The playground.
Letak bag ngan buku jalan2 kat saner.
Tibe2 je,this big grp of budak2 lari depan kiter.
Satu ader plastic gun.
Cute tau dorang.
Tgk nametag kiter,da tau kiter melayu larh.
Aku dengar yg satu kate pade si gunslinger tu,"Eh.Tembak dorang ah."
Abeh gunslinger action tembak AKU.
Hahahah.
SO CUTE TAU!!!.
Aku shout balik kat dier,"Tembak ah.Takder pape pe."
Bis tu dorang ketawe lari.
Hahah.
Cute giler seyhhh!!
I admit.
Cuter than pisang-Fir.
Rupe2nyer,satu uncle campak basikal dorang.
Budak2 nakal arh ni sampai uncle ciner tu marah.
Then ader satu budak ni tertinggal arh.
Approach kiter abeh tanyer klau ader nampak banyak budak2 lari tak.
Kate lah ader.
Lari ke atas,ke blakang saner tu.
Cute uh.
Pakai sparkly golden top hat.
Hahah.
Carefree ah dorang sumer.
Jealous psal dorang leh enjoy.
Beh dorang da jalan,ader kucing lak.
Cute2 punyer lagi!
Mak ngan anak.
Mak tu mcm tak jage anak.
:x
Kes mak kucing mase mude tak tau jage.
Anak dier hyper seyh macam si Fadhli.
Samer2 hyper.
Playful and mischevious.
Ader gambar dlm hp aku.
Okay.
Switching back to english.
Mira took the MRT.
So can have a bit more talk time.
Haha.
Mcm tak puas gitu.
Saw Shamin on the way home.
Don't think he recognise me larh.
TINGGI LAMPAI SEYH.
I think can compare to Farhan.
He don't look bad.
HA-HA.
I'm giler.
EH!
My mum helped me remember the intro!!!
Oh Joy!
It's good to have a mum with knowledge of these songs.
:D
Okay lah.
That's it.
I have to go squeeze in some homework.
Eventhough I don't know HOW to do them.
A Maths.
The rest is okay.
Harrumph.
`
Toodles-

7:35 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006


Heyya!
I'm being happy.
Nope.
I don't know why.
OH.
Now I remember.
I lepaked with Mira on Friday.
(:
We makaned at MacD's.
We walked to MacD's you know but it was fun.
We were talking/chatting/gossiping the whole way.
Haha.
And still not enough seyh.
While eating we talk oso.
Haha.
Mira saw her cousin there.
We saw A LOT of couples that Friday.
:x
Mr Fad called when we were in the loo crapping about things.
He was with Farhan.
Like I can't hear you laughing in the background.
rofl.
Mr Fad!
Be more responsible laaaa.
Igh.
rofl.
After spending about 1 hour or so at MacD's,we finally bla-ed.
We went to the playground.
My 3rd home.
Met Rahmat on the way.
He asked about mendaki.
Tak kenal Nafisah.
o.O
Anyhoo,we just lepaked there,chatting,thinking,deciding.
I decided edy.
"There is nothing wrong with me,this is how I'm s'posed to be.In the land of make believe,you don't believe in me."
I miss my banana nicknameeeee.
):
I miss Ms Faridah.
I haven't seen her in a loooong2 while.
She's just going to say I'm more chubby now.
rofl.
Like as if I don't know.
ADALLLL!
Teach me how to play guitar laa dol!
Hahaha.
I'm hyper agaiiin.
And finally Farhan updated his blog.
I like his blogskin seyh!
So BLACK.
lol.
Yesh.I slept early on Friday.
Iunno why.
Tired ah.
Lepak kan..
Hahaha.
I have a new number ok?
And I will be giving you guys bubblegum lahhh.
Don't worrie.
If I remember that is.
LOL.
But who wants you tell me first lahh.
If not later not enough you all scold me.
):
Not fair you know.
rofl.
I'm giler.
Yes.!
I finally FINISHED the A Maths homework!
With help of course.
lol.
The guys in my madrasah damn h-o-r-n-y seyh.
O.o
rofl.
You would think they're not.
Okay la.
I'm bored.
I want to kacau people but no one to kacau.
rofl.
MR SLEEPY!!!
hahaha.
Mepekness.
I think a bird is stuck in the roof.
In you know.
It's noisy.
Okay lahhh.
I shall go mepek somewhere else now.
Byeeee bloggers!
Toodles!-

5:26 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006


First day of school already so bad.
I'm like anti-social there seyh.
Dah la the fun people that I kenal not there.
I'm like a loner.
Igh.
And I saw Fadhli SCRATCHING HIS BUTT during the portal explaination thing.
Igh.
Anyway,Firdaus sooo cute pkai sluar panjang!!!
(^^,)
Farhan terbiaser lah.
But he tuck in...
Uhh...
No offense but it looks kind of weird.
O.o
Anyway,when I saw him again today I felt like crying seyh.
I honestly thought I could handle it.
Everytime I see him,he's like so happy and all smiley.
I wish I could say the same myself.
Diam je most of the time.
Only smiley when Wati or Linn or any friends are around.
It's so sad.
Really.
That's I'm so pathetic.
Fadhli looks whacked in long pants.
*rofl*
Okla..
Not too bad.
Some of them already getting big headed from wearing sluar panjang.
Igh.
Insult the shorter ones and such.
When he did the NCC thing,god I almost cried.
I tahan.
Good lah.
At least can tahan.
At home I can cry.
Damnit.
Sometimes when I happen to look somewhere,he's there.
Just makes it harder.
Not that I'm not happy to see him.
In fact,I'm really happy.
But the fact is we can't be anything more.
That's what hurts.
Najib tu ape hal!!!!
Like bloody hell still Ceh Ceh Ceh!.
Diam lar.!
Da tkder pape pon masih gitu.
But then maybe he don't know lah.
Whatever.
I can't deny that I don't care for him anymore.
And what's with Syafiq calling me Akak.
Igh.
He only called me that to ask for help on his book review.
-_-""
Then started a looong trail of Kak and Akak.
Dots.
C'mon.,
Why can't me and him just go back to being normal friends right now.
Like crapping and not making sense.
-_-"
And yet not being so distant.
Unlike now.
I don't dare sms him.
Why can't se just forget we ever had something and just be friends without having to be so distant from each other????
Igh.
Headache la think of all this.
I can cry but it does nothing.
Just makes me feel a bit better.
And if Nabil were to hurry up and sms me,it wouldn't be so bad.
Eventhough he did wake me up at 12.30 plus or was it?
Was off in lalaland...
Then the vibration woke me up.
*rofl*
I woke up at 5.30 and mandi and 5.40.
Tired uh.
He said he didn't sleep much.
And he's jealous that I could sleep.
-_-""""""""""
Okay...
I'll be back.
Need to go eat.
-
Back.
I really miss him seyh.
Can't get him out now after seeing him.
I thought I'd be okay..
But I'm not.
Okay.
I need go to ask my parents some stuff first.
-
Ugh....
I think I'll visit habbo later.
As well as the school portal.
I'm going to bring memoirs of a geisha to read tomorrow.
In case there's going to be some extra time.
But Thursday going to start actual lessons.
Going to seriously have to get used to my class.
And stop being such an anti-social loner.
Oh goodness.
And she's still giving me the cold shoulder.
But like it was over wayy,wayy in June seyh.
Uhh.........
Oh.
And Mr Rizal just HAD to go move my kulintang next to Farhan's.
Ugh.
No.
I'm not complaining or anything but it's just sooo uncomfortable for me there.
And yeah.
I feel kinda self concious there.
*rofl*
No surprise.
I'm always that self concious around guys.
Esp guys like M.
I could never look him in the face.
:x
Nvm.
NABILLLL.
Maner kau??!
Ish.
I'm getting more emotionally attached to those 2 kiddos.
*rofl*
Can't exactly consider Nabil a kiddo.
*lmao*
More like badass.
:x
Syafiq...
Yeah.
Adik.
*roflmao*
Aik.
What's so wrong?.
He calls me Akak.
*lol*
Rizal kinda scolded me for talking to my dad on the phone.
HELL-O !
It's my dad for gosh sakes!
Takkan I just let it ring kan??
Ish.
Unreasonable.
Haha.
I'm rambling again.
Oh.
Performing on the 12th.
Next Thursday.
Uhhm.....
We're moving down to the first floor.
:x
Yeah....
Hopefully,Rizal doesn't put me next to Farhan again.
MMPHH.
TUCK INN!
*rofl*
I'm going to bet he's going to look sooo cute pakai sluar panjang.
Hehe.
I'm sure you know who I'm talking about.
Faris pakai smart seyh.
*lol*
And Kak Aisyah pegi Anugerah TAK AJAKKK.
>.<
FAUZIEEE.
Hahaha.
Da giler nii.
Feeqa pon da tergiler kan si Fauzie.
*lol*
Entah la..
I'm going to pretend.
Pretend that everything's okay.
Omg....
Those people CICAK pon takut seyh.
>_<
"Adik" aku online.
Weeee.
*lol*
"chak chak chak kedondong"
>_<
That part of the song is still in my head.
Hopefully,this year we can go jalan raye together again.
It was soo fun.
It's still really clear in my mind.
Hadi and Farhan tergiler2 ambik gambar uh.
XD
Fadhli being a lamo in front of the cam while most of us were still eating at umah Farhan.
Giler btol seyh.
Then Yat's adik2 sooo cuteee!!
The adik lelaki so looks like him.
*lol*
The adik prempuan was more quiet.
She sat behind me.
I asked her name.
Awwwwww!!!
Little kids like that are sooo cute!
(^^,)
But alas.
No fun until EOY exams are over.
Hohum...
So until then,it's just the memories.
And how the guys can cope playing during this time also I don't know.
FIR-PISANG CUTE LAHHH.
Walalala!
Cubit pipi baru kene tuuu!!!!!.
GERAMMM.
Walalala!!!!!!!!
Igh!
Iunno why I blogged today..
Uhm...
Maybe too much for me to really handle?
OH!!!
MEER-MEER!!!
I haven't asked him how his first day was!!!
*rofl*
Don't mind the nickname for him.
Ahah.
I'm just giler.
OMG!!!!
CSI Miami tonight!!!
I gotta watch it!!!
*lol*
For this half an hour,I'm going to do some Bio reading.
(:
I'm going to show that I can do it.
I can do well.
That I'm not useless.
That I can pass.
That I can!!!
(:
Well...
That's it.
(: (:
Byeee!!
Nytes!!

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