I'm going to Australia in two days... And I'm having 2nd thoughts about going...... I realise that I am going to miss alot of people. Andeventhough I do have friends on that trip, I don't know if I can fully enjoy it. With the sandboarding and all. Let's just say I feel alot closer to the people in my cca and the ones i hang out with now. I know that Lin and I , as well as Wati and I have drifted apart. I know its not intentional for them to be grouped together, It does give me an empty feeling.. *looks down, eyes darken* Haish. I know who I'll miss most. Followed by a random order of Siti, "CIKGU", Fiiqah, Mummy, Azhari, Farna. I'd miss Singapore too. And of course my family. I really don't go on faraway trips often without them. My datuk and nenek are worried too. With me going off with my school. I love them. (: I've packed for it, more or less, with help from my mum. And I'm also worried about his current condition. He had dizzy spells along the way earlier. I can't help but worry. ): ` "..Love starts with a kiss.." "..O is for the only one I see.." "..Nobody gonna love me better.." "..Nobody ever made me feel this way.." "..You're the only one for me.." "..I dream about you all the time.." "..Try not to lose you.." "..Cause you're everywhere to me.." "..It's all about you.." "..I can't keep my eyes off you.." "..I never want to let you down.." I'm Not Okay - MCR Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say I never want to let you down or have you go it's better off this way For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay x 3 You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life its seems? (I'm not okay) I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook, for the last time, TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK I'm not okay x 3 You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, You said you read me like a book, with the pages all torn and frayed I'm . not. o-kay. I'm . o-KAY.... I'm o-kay now x 2 Well you really shoud have listened to me Because I'm telling you the truth, I mean this, I'm okay Trust me. I'm not okay x 2 (Well I'm not okay,I'm not o-fucking-kay) I'm not okay x 2
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I have a wishlist located just below: Visit Japan again. Collect ALL Jelly Lens. Lose 5kg. Graduate DS or some form of random entertainment. open PIXELLATES up for business again. Dinner Date at Swensons. Get married.
