Thursday, November 17, 2005
black is what surrounds me.
it's everywhere.
darkness.
the colour black.
something i could not attain.
something i lost.
contributed to blackness.
it's polluting me.
choking me.
nobody hears me.
they blocked me out.
all fades into black,
as i go,
leave my totured soul behind.
black
is my only companion now.
pain and sadness come forth.
i have them
to complete my reign of darkness.
terrible deed i have done to you.
forgive me not,
i understand.
huddled in the corner,
waiting for something
that will never come.
the love i gave,
thrown away..
why?
i'm not going to say.
distrust,
disbelief,
jealousy?
hell.
wtf.
i want to die.
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somebody kill me
before i do it myself.
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2:25 PM
