Saturday, December 17, 2005
Wednesday 14 December 2005
Hohum..
I can't remember what I did.
Stayed home and rotted.
I really miss Feeqa seyh...
And Sya..
I wanna have another sleepover!!
What if we become so distant like strangers????!!
Noooo!
Oh god.
Overactive imagination.
Brain running wild.
Very wild.
So that's it for Wednesday.
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Thursday 15 December 2005
Had ngaji.
Wanted to buy school books but the book shop was closed.
Hold on.
I got a msg on Habbo.
Backkk!!
Haha.
So rotted at home again.
Oh.
Pak Yai fell in the toilet and hit his head.
Needed stitches.
He's okay now...
When I needed comfort the most,I had nobody.
I cried because I was worried.
In the end who made me feel better was that Syafiq.
The wonder of a 13 year old.
Hohum...
Basically,he was the pillar I leaned on for that period of time.
3 maybe 4 hours?
7 plus to 12 plus..
5 hours...
I'm really grateful to him..
I was relieved after that when I was told Pak Yai was okay..
Then everything was okay..
He didn't let me go eat seyh.
Haha.
He keeps on calling me dear.
=/
And I keep telling him no.
Does he get it?.
NO.
Goodness.
Finally slept at 2 am after begging him.
Hey.
I choose to be weird.
And he calls me a minah.
Pfft.
I don't speak malay that much anyway.
Pfft.
Sesat.
One more day to Helmi's birthday.
So that's it for Thursday.
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Friday 16 December 2005
Helmi's birthday.
Yeah.
I guess he still is angry at me.
I'm close to throwing the present away.
I will.
I'm throwing $25 away when school reopens.
It made me cry.
When I worked so hard on the card,I took time to find him something nice.
And he doesn't want it.
It's really hurtful.
God.
I just want to cry again just thinking that.
I threw away all thoughts of not smiling and emotionlessness.
Yeah.
Because of that e-mail from someone all the way back in April...
I'm glad.
Thank you Mr Fearless!!!
Yeah..
He sent me the e-mail.
So yeah.
I'm going to act like nothing's wrong.
Like it's not hurting me.
Like everything was as it used to be.
But having to smile and fake everything just to fool you..
Is it even going to work?.
No,Syafiq.
You're voice is not macho.
LoL.
Not as macho as a certain someone.
To me lahhh.
Wished Helmi a happy birthday by e-mailing him....
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Yeesh.
And the award of the most embarrassing moments in Habbo is all thanks to Syafiq.
YEEEEEEEiiiiiiHHHH.
I welcome the change though.
I just don't like the attention from assholes because he mentions my name in every sentence.
-_-""""
Giler-un.
But he's okay lahh.
Funny and annoying.
Oh god.
He's growing on me.
Fudging barbies.
LoL.
Just no fun lah if he's not online..
He's going holiday on Saturday.
His abang sedare was giler.
Sing lagu Peterpan.
I was like,"Waddahell is going on???"
I heard a lot of cursing and laughter....
I was confused..
Anyway,went to sleep at 2 am again..
He needed to sleep.
That's it for Friday.
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Saturday 17 December 2005
Woke up 9 am.
Papa woke me up.
Eat breakfast.
Rotted watching tv.
Went mandi.
Read the "unseen" book 2.
Yeh.I finished it.
Went makan at some place I can't rember the name.
Then visited Pak Yai in Teban.
He's okay lahh.
I'm glad.
Sarah and Hannah were there.
"I want to play Jojo.Kakak atitah,follow me play Jojo.Help me open Wak Jan's door."
She was asking me to play with her...
My name's not Afiqah seyhhh.
Haha.
I declined then she went all,"Eeuuurggghhh!!"
With her fists balled up.
LoL.
Cute.
Then Ayah Salam came.
She saw Syamil and said,"Close the door!"
Haha.
She doesn't like Syamil.
But on the KL trip she said,"I want Kakak Syam-"
And stopped by saying "I want Mama."
Haha.
Met more malay habbos.
Yeah.This guy knows Elisha.
Uhh..
OH.
His name is Danial.
He's been with his girlfriend for 3 years tau!!!.
I'm so envious...
3 years...
Well,that's it.
I'm smsing him now because I'm dying of boredom..
That's it.
Bye bye.
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11:54 PM
