Tuesday, April 18, 2006
The past few days have been a blur to me and yet not quite.
After that dream thing...2.4 km run...Holiday and hw pile-up..Mid-years around the corner..
Haiz..And him. I swear I'm wasting my time worrying on that.
Seriously...I need to buck up!!I skipped tuition twice bc I was tired from 2.4 and the other thing.
The Holla Back Crew Finals. Click5 was there mann. They rockeddd. (:
He's always busy with hw, so fine.I feel like giving up.This is going nowhere.
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I currently help out at the Cafe but I NEVER know anything.Don't even know when is my shift.
Or whateverrrr. The crapped English research I'm s'posed to do is not done.
I don't understand what has to be doneeee! THAT'S SAD. I wasn't listening again.
WME is just pissifying larh sometimes..I come in there good mood,and THEY spoil it.
Who the hell do you think you are seyh..........But whatever...
Extremely good mood today.Didn't shout at them. Just didn't give a damn.
And he is to thank for my good mood. Loads of smiling today and blushingness. XD
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Relieved my budak kechik-ness during the holiday last week.Played AQ for the weekend.
Hahah.I'm a vampire sub-race.I know.Childish.Kakak hooked me onto click and point games.
I got to see him on Thursday bc Mr Rizal was doing percussion and I didn't play anything.
Walked aimlessly around for awhile,watching him.Then teman-ed Hanan to blajar her thing.
They play with water again.I didn't get to see him once we got out of school.
The regular bunch of us teman-ed Fiqah to wait for Azhari..So slow.He came,we left.
I went back to being depressed bc there's no kemajuan in where this is going. ):
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Je t'aime...Yes...I still miss you and love you...
I never forgot.I never meant to hurt you.I just wanted to forget the pain.
And it comes back to haunt me...I feel so guilty..That you still reply me..
I don't deserve you.You deserve much better.
I know I'm a pissifying person with a temper and impatientness....
I changed for you.I wanted to be a good girlfriend to you..I tried.
But you left me in a million pieces. (retarded shit me is overreacting)
I don't blame you.I never did.
I just miss you...
Because I still love you...
Je' taime Mimi........
11:06 PM
