I feel so bad. I got angry at Hasbi and Joel over minute things. Haish.. I don't know lah... It was the day after his birthday, the 17th. And our "date" was the 17th. Maybe that was why. ......... This is going out to Mummy and Cikgu. I'm so so sorry for getting angry, I was moody. And I still feel really bad......... Esp to Cikgu, since I never ever marah-ed him before. ` I can see the tear stains on my table from yesterday night. I don't know why I cried so much. Emo... I can't forget how upset he made me. How much he hurt me. And refers to me as "oi" now. I pretend it's okay. That I'm not hurting. But some things you just can't hide from your friends. They know when something's wrong. I got mad at Mummy for losing interest in RS. That I don't have anyone to share it with now. I think I'm going crazy. I hate the 17th, esp 17th December, one day after his birthday. ` ` ` ` "Where'd you go?.. I miss you so.. Seems like it's been forever, since you've been gone.. ...Please come back home....."
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