Wednesday, June 27, 2007
It's been a year since I've been with SMN. I'm happy, its official now. (",)
He put up with my nonsense, my temper, my childish antics.
I love him for being so patient with me. You're the light at the end of the tunnel for me.
I'm so deeply in love, I don't think I'm able to crawl out of the well of love that's been created.
I wouldn't do so willingly anyway, even if I had the chance to turn back time.
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I still remember the saying,
"God wants us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting the right one."
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And also,
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
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Yes, it's hard but I think I can finally let you go, let SMN replace you in my heart.
Slowly but surely, he's taking that place in my heart which was for You all this while.
I was hurt badly, shattered even, he pulled me through, seeing You with somebody new.
Someone with uncanny similarities, it hurts to think of the possibilities. I'm willing to let You go.
I've always loved You, up till today, I still do. I'm just giving away that part of me that has You.
So that SMN fills my life with love, friends fill my life with laughter, smiles and tears.
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SMN and all of them has been there for me, through thick or thin. Although I can't erase the memories.
I'll cherish them, cherish the memory of You and I. I wish You all the best, may your relationship last long.
Treat Her with respect, never let her feel neglected. Don't make the same mistake I did with You.
I failed to treat You as a love, only as someone to protect me, with childish whims and fantasies.
I'll cherish SMN, while You cherish Her. Love with all your heart. That's the way to Love.
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iifahh
9:40 PM
