You know, sometimes I do wish I was single. And so does Syed Muhammad Noh. We were talking about it the other day. The initial sparks are gone and we've fallen into this...... ROUTINE, and mundanity. Same old cycle every time. And I think poly guys have corrupted my thinking. Cause I see cute guys on the MRT everyday. I go,'OMG . CUTE !' on the inside and Syed Muhammad Noh's so far away. ): We're already 2 years plus plus. And I find myself thinking, 'I'm better off being single. I don't spend time with him anymore.' But do I really want to go jeopardize what we have? :x At times like this, I wish I could stop thinking about the little things and focus on assignments. But I can't force this repeated thought coming forward fortnightly. Makes me depressed. ): I don't know already. I know it's a smallll problem but there's no straightforward answer. I mean, take the o level period for example. We didn't contact each other until the last few papers. And when he started studying, he didn't have time for me either. But I still had laughs and smiles thanks to the babes of 1b02. So it's times like that, all the 'what if's' start coming forward. What if I never met him? What if we had remained friends? What if I never fell for him? What if we never fell in love? What if we never got together? What if i didn't meet/get together with THAT GUY in the first place, he started this chain.... Ish. Best friend of friend. So complicated. I wish I had the answer right in front of me. I want to say I'm not bored with what we have, But I just can't. D: That's what's so depressing. ): I feel torn, in this case, split. In other words , Banana Split. ):
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