I'm a f*ing screw up. I wish I could take back whatever bullshit I typed but I can't. Doesn't help the fact that I was feeling like crap when I woke up either. But it was no excuse for me to behave that way. I screwed up. Big time. I hate myself tonight. `the ahole
1:23 AM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
When your Venus is in Taurus, your needs in love are largely determined by the pleasing of your senses. The first of the earth signs, Taurus is very physical. You are sensually inclined--not sensation-oriented like Aries, but rather keenly tuned in to the world of the physical five senses. (The sixth sense belongs to the Water signs!) To understand the Venusian Taurus nature, it is helpful to think of three "S" words that Taurus values: sensuality, stability, and satisfaction. You are somewhat conventional in matters of the heart, with a strong sense of commitment and purpose. You are not romantic in a frilly or dreamy way, yet you certainly have the sense of the romantic when it comes to honoring others and surrounding partnerships in simple luxuries. You are practical, and relationships are taken seriously. This does not necessarily mean that you are incapable of having one-night-stands or the like, but a partnership means a lot to you and you don't take your responsibilities lightly. You have a strong, constant love nature, and you offer loved ones much comfort in your stability. You seek out security through partnership. You tend to hold on to partnerships, and you place basic security needs over emotional or spiritual needs. As a result, others may see you as a rock, or they can easily get frustrated that you overlook the nuances of the relationship, depending on the audience. Your tastes are well-developed, and you prefer to surround yourself with things that feel luxurious and comfortable, yet simple. Your taste in home decor reflects your own love nature! Satisfaction is important to you, and your lover's physical presence is demanded. Unless Venus is strongly aspected to Neptune, for example, you are very much concerned with all that is physical, often completely ignoring the spiritual needs of your partner and relationship. You are persevering and you are not afraid to wait if you know you are likely to get your prize! Changes make you unsettled, and you react to any suddenchanges in the course of your relationship by digging in your heels. How You Relate to a Partner with Venus in Leo: Your partner senses your steadfastness and staying power, admiring your strength and conviction. Both of you value loyalty, and both of you are very capable of giving it to one another. Your partner can be somewhat flirtatious and playful, and you might misinterpret this behavior as disloyalty. You are inclined to be somewhat possessive, but you must understand that your partner is actually quite loyal. He or she simply enjoys attention. Leo and Taurus are both fixed signs, which means each of you tends to hold on to your relationships. This can mean that your relationship will last longer than many, although longevity does not always mean the going is easy! This can be a sexually magnetic combination, with the only potential problem in the bedroom stemming from your stubborn natures. Both of you look for security in your relationships, and your partner senses that you will give him or her just that. In partnerships in which money is shared, howyou spend money will frequently be an issue. Your partner might be an impulsive spender, riding on emotional drama ("I absolutely need to buy this"). The melodrama is not limited only to romance, but with money as well! Although you appreciate the finer things in life, just like your partner does, you put more thought into purchases. You have much to offer each other, and mutual respect is likely, with the only serious potential problem a clash of wills, as both of you are strong individuals! Sensuality, commitment, and pleasure are accentuated in your relationship. I had nothing better to do. :/ Time to print stuff for FP 2.1 now. Danggg. ` -ifahchan
9:40 PM
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
You know, if you stopped to think about it, MJ sang alot of Great Songs and yes, he truly was the King Of Pop. He wasn't afraid to sing so called, "taboo" topics and that says a great deal. He was and always had been a wonderful singer/dancer from young till the end. As a child, my favourite was Heal the World. My current MJ favourite is Beat It, thanks to GHWT. And his early end sparked off a frantic rush of online searching and clicking to start compiling the great music that he did. Now that I reflect, I can't quite say I have any favourites since, DUDE. THEY ARE ALL WONDERFUL. Aside from the wonderful music, I think that Danish's mum is way cool for a makcik. She always comes and disturbs Danish when we're on the phone together OR videocalling. She's so darn cute for a makcik. :D AND AND AND. I compulsively speak in Malay to her regardless. xD DANISH. YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL MUM. TAKE CARE OF HER . :D OR I SHALL BULLY YOU. xD And nowwwwwwwwwww. I have to study for MAYC test tomorrow. NUMBER SENSE. D: ` -ifahchan
3:56 PM
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