Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Ever since you've gone to Brunei, I've had 2 dreams of your family.Don't get me wrong, they're both pleasant dreams with the typical weird dream elements.
My subconscious is telling me, that without a doubt, I miss you like crazy.
It projects my desire to see you, talk to you, so strongly in my dreams.
I dream that I'm already part of your family, included in everything you do.
I dream that everybody gets along, it's a typical hectic family schedule.
You, even in my dreams you're so far and yet so close.
You're right there where I can touch you and yet you're the one doing the organizing.
Leaving me to bond with everybody else, but you. :/
I feel that this is a reflection of the separation I feel, appearing in my subconscious as well.
Only a week has gone by and I'm like this. Oh God. Imagine my own Boston trip.
I keep telling myself, be strong. There's only 2 weeks left. :'(
He says I'm stronger than I give myself credit for; I think I'm nothing like what he says.
I miss you, Dan. <3
`ifahchan
7:51 AM
